I went out from the room.
Leaving all my friends behind. I was standing not far from the door and made
sure no one realize my trace.
Waiting, so long. I was
nervous. I could get heart attack if it took more much time. But she was there!
She opened the door room.
Leaving the same room that I was. And she was standing for a while. Confused.
Looking for someone.
I knew she was looking for
me. I was just standing, smiled at her across the street. I did nothing,
because I was freezing.
She was gorgeous. She wore
red dress, slightly not match on that night but I knew she made awe all of the
people. Black high-heels covered her feet, with white pants came along her
legs. She was like an untouchable-executive women, but feminine still was what
she look like.
On that time, she noticed
me. Oh God! Help me! She was coming, walked straight on me. Doves was flying
behind her with white light ray followed. Oh sorry, just my imagination.
I just could breathe when
she was standing right in front of me. Then we walked along. No much words. A
lot of silent. But I knew there were not enough words in this world to tell our
story on that night.
*
No winter could get me sick.
All season became spring. All flowers were blossom. There were stars in every
night although it was cloudy.
I felt a power that could
change everything. Changed bad things to
be good, and changed good things better. No one could explain. Not logical but
the power was true.
One day, I met my friends.
At our old-style school. This mid-ancient European building was the witness of
our vandalism. Those dirty slash on the table was our master piece work of art.
And that hole on the wall was my fault when I got my head over it. Indeed, it
was hurt.
So interesting when you met
all of your best friends. Wasted years together at school. Did stupid things,
laughed all the time, pretended life was so easy, so fun.
I introduced her to one of
my friend. One of my best friend. He was very kind, a lot of people liked him,
especially children. I didn't know why he could always take attention of kids.
I was sure if you had little sister or little brother, they would be like him
very much.
No things weird. They just
talked. Not an interesting talked. But somehow they talked just like an old
friends. Just like...I didn't know what to say.
Several days later, she
began walk away from me. I knew what she did with him. And I knew she was sorry
to me, but she didn't say it. He obviously treated her better.
He just needed one week to
get her, while I needed one month to ask her go out. She left me. They were not
a couple, but it was clear to see they were very close.
I couldn't do anything to get
her back. She was so high. I was like a fan who starred at a pop star from TV.
For me, on that night when she wore red dress and walked along with me, was one
of a thousand dreams comes true.
I was fragile. But, I was
sure they would not be so long together. And I was right.
I was not mad, or angry.
Because as I said, she was just too high for me. Of course it was so
heartbreak, but I could let it go. And all I was thinking just one thing. Not
about her, but about my best friend. How could he do this to me?
Three years together didn't
mean anything. Our friendship, our tears, our laugh, was rubbish. Our endless
story, our dreams, our promises, was fucking damn fake.
How could he do this to me?
One of my trusted person ever, so easy to betray me, stabbed my back with
knife, took my heart and ripped to pieces.
Who was friend? What was it?
And how could I trust it again?
***
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